When I thought I was a man, I thought that sucking cock or being fucked by another man would be the most humiliating thing that could happen to me and that I would never be able to look anyone in the face again. But after a man fucked me for the first time, I discovered that I didn't feel ashamed. On the contrary, I felt proud that such a masculine man wanted to fuck me. I felt proud to be able to give him pleasure and to be his girl.